zee nectar of zee gods ~ coffee
not awesome with coconut milk but dump a bunch of it in and the coffee is slightly more guzzle-able
my psychiatrist (whom I love) doesn't anticipate that I'll get depressed this dark season. I'm not as confident about that as she is. already I perceive these dim mornings mocking me. a co-worker reminded me that I do have this Happy Light at my side. I could just switch it on. So I did.
lingering in the back end of the bottom drawer of my desk. In case I "need" them. I haven't smoked since Friday. But today they are singing my name. what could be better than sitting on the stoop, a mug of hot coffee, and the first cigarette of the day. not smoking could be better. I'm not smoking.